In a 2013 interview with the Huffington Post, Kaphar discussed the origins and themes behind his Vesper Project.
Huffington Post: How did “The Vesper Project” begin?
Titus Kaphar: I was in the studio making a portrait of my aunt, as if she was in a completely other time period. As I was making a portrait of her I got this weird feeling. As I was combing through my memories of her I realized my memories of her weren’t real. They were fiction. I didn’t believe it at first, so I called my family to find out and they confirmed that she was not, in fact, where I remembered her. It occurred to me that, for some reason, my brain had decided to insert her into periods in my life when I needed extra support. That left me reeling; it left me frightened. It made me feel as if I couldn’t trust my own memory. I felt like I was losing my mind.
When I’m working on a portrait of someone, there is often an internal monologue, a narrative I hear. Usually, the better the portrait is, the more I hear that monologue. Because I just had that experience with the portrait of my aunt, it made me frightened to tell people about it. I honestly felt like I was losing my mind. I talked to someone at a mental health facility and he says tell me your story. I didn’t know this, but he was writing down what I was saying. A couple of weeks later, he came back to me and he showed what he had written based on my words. It was so much more elaborate than I had remembered, and became even more real.
HP: So the story is not made of your memories, it’s more of a narrative about your work?
TK: It wasn’t really either. Writers speak about hearing voices that drive a narrative a lot, but visual artists not so much. Ben and I went back and forth, telling stories, over the course of four or five years. It became very real for me. I had been nervous about telling people where I felt like these stories were coming from. I began to talk about them as though they were real — I was living with these characters. The more that I did that, the more I felt like I wanted to see every aspect of their lives. I began to search for where I thought they might live. I found a house and ended up installing it as sculpture in the gallery.
The house is not really a space, per se. It is a psychological space — a man slipping from his lineage, his family, into a schizophrenic break. You are able to experience his mental slippage.
Read the rest of the interview here